"Do you have trouble getting to sleep?" "No," I said, "I want to sleep all the time." "Well, you don't have the clinical signs of depression," he said, clicking his pen.
I left then, for good, and as I walked the song broke through, the loud green sound of this garden called the earth, the garden between my thighs. The sky's spinning song of light and dark: a rocking in my blood, the ocean's lowing like a cow looking for her calf.
I sat and sang by the water's edge where I knew he would not go.
Kathleen Norris
Source: Cries of The Spirit, Pages: 31 (from Lilith and the Doctor
I think the big danger of madness is not madness itself, but the habit of madness. What I discovered during the time I spent in the asylum is that I could choose madness and spend my whole life without working, doing nothing, pretending to be mad. It was a very strong temptation..
When there is daring, you dare to do something: you put forth your vision fearlessly. People have doubts about big vision because they don’t have a sense of gentleness in themselves first. So gentleness brings daring and a sense of fearlessness. Daring is appreciation of letting go in the fundamental sense. First you develop gentleness toward yourself; then you begin to develop daring, which is connected with how to express your gentleness to the world outside, how to proclaim your sanity. Your are not going crazy because you have seen the Great Eastern Sun, which is the symbol of expansive vision in the Shambhala world. Rather, because you have seen the Great Eastern Sun, you are very daring and at the same time very gentle and soft. The softer you become, the greater the message to the world becomes.
You want to raise your child in such a way that you don’t have to control him, so that he will be in full possession of himself at all times. Upon that depends his good behavior, his health, his sanity.